forever young?...

So I have come to the conclusion that Im getting old...
I am no longer a young buckkk.
I used to be able to stay up till the wee hours of the morning, now i wake up the next day with a hangover the size of fucking Mount Olympus...( wtf )
Its 8:15AM...why am i awake?!
things could be worse...i could be in summer school
hahaha







So my life has changed so much since i last wrote on this thing>
-england

I really miss England/Scotland. Im thinking about going to school there, I just dont want to leave my family.

Currentlyyy hearing : Asher Roth- be by myself

what?...

(Family when things were simple
grandma's rose)

he's loosing his mind
poor guy
getting old doesn't look like much fun
i wonder if when your spouse dies, you automatically have the sudden overpowering urge to die yourself?
that sounds like something that would happen or is happening at my house at least. What's the point of living when the only person you spent living your life for, isn't there to live life with you? Sometimes i think, " well at least he's alive," and other times i think " how selfish are you heather?," " the man is obviously living a life he never wanted for himself and you, all you care about is having him around?!?!"

Its the human emotion that i think brings out the worst in us. The things we never thought we would do or say, or at least have the guts to prove to one another. Another thing i cant stand is when people talk down to you. How haughty am i to talk back, to become the person no one ever imagined i would evolve into, and fight the feeling of belittlement.

pshh..
watch out world

*baking cookies
*finals tomorrow
bah

<3

tired

its too late


if u failed at least you tried